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faux_pas_of_the_heart
julien I was nonchalantly inspecting a dead monarch butterfly
Who had blown like a mottled orange leaf into the gutter
When my heart unexpectedly let out a feeble cry
I love you--” it gasped, and then choked and died.
Inside me it writhed and curled into knots violently,
Four red atriums drained neatly and recoiled.
Rather childish of it, I felt, and quite uncalled for--
Although I admit I was apprehensive about it lying there.
I reached down my throat to fish for the dead body,
Which had gotten tangled in the folds of my intestines.
I coughed it up, tucked it in a crumpled restaurant napkin,
And dropped it as casually as I could onto the asphalt.
There was a vein stuck uncomfortably between my teeth.
How embarrassing, I thought,
And hoped no one noticed.
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oldephebe visceral

savage, beautiful pain

it escapes the ironic carraige you placed it in

or perhaps that's just my perception

still though,

beautiful writing
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