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"it was not your fault but mine.
it was your heart on the line.
i really f*cked it up this time..."
they're coming to play here on Halloween, or so i've heard on the radio a thousand times over. i guess it's a good venus rx song, except i wish it didn't criticize so strongly.
i'm already sick of this whole general milieu. it's particularly stupid in my case, but i'm trying to drop the charges, maybe give up on whole portions of my life altogether, just so i quit acting so non-reality based. well that's my shouldn't-be-so-difficult-but-it-is goal, at any rate. i guess the idea is to kick myself in the pants.
"...didn't i, my dear?"
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