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| re_alisma |
I have gone many years without lighting candles because I felt it was somehow wrong to do so. These days, though, when it feels like I fight 5-10 battles each day, I am finding it impossible not to do so. God help me, I am so tired, and I can't take another nightmare. Some people decided they wanted to run straight into me. Sometimes that's marginally ok, and sometimes I think they probably shouldn't even want to know me. There are some friends, but there are always restrictions, and no, I won't be invited to any Christmas parties outside of family. And, I knew that cop shouldn't have pulled me over. Life is hard enough without people becoming a bunch of lemming-cops. |
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