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aspeco am i insane, paranoid, or onto something i shouldnt know yet? i feel people trying to help me live, they are watching and waiting and coming to me by coincidence. but there are factions within this city who dont know each other exist, and are trying to pull me in different directions where they think i belong. i think people see and hear me when i think im alone, how do they anticipate my next step? ive been sober for a month, so its not drugs, but maybe some beer today will help me relax and not care that people are watching to try to help. 040803