this_is_me_not_loving_you
anne-girl
it's
just
a
crush
forget
about
it
you
don't
matter
that
much
to
me
you
can't
break
my
heart
don't
worry
about
it
050530
...
Soma
I
couldn't
stand
to
see
it
,
when
this_is_you_still_loving_me occurs.
I'm
marking
the
days
till
I
will
break
your
heart
,
boy
.
080525
...
ungreat
when
i
go
to
the
store
and
put
the
ring
on
my
other
hand
.
because
sometimes
i'm
sure
we're
gunna
fail
so
i'll
just
save
some
time
.
because
i
can't
figure
out
if
this
is
what
you
really
want
.
because
you
never
asked
for
it
.
I
just
texted
you
and
said
lets
do
it
and
we
set
a
date
.
because
every
time
you
go
out
and
talk
about
another
girl
and
you
say
"
don't
worry
she's
skinny
you
know
she's
not
my
type
"
my
heart
breaks
.
like
crying
right
now
thinking
of
it
kind
of
break
.
It's
like
loving
some
one
with
some
sort
of
deformity
and
saying
well
they
don't
have
the
plague
so
they're
not
my
type
.
because
you
never
notice
the
little
red
lines
i
leave
when
i
get
like
this
.
because
i'm
testing
you
to
see
if
you
notice
.
I'm
not
doing
it
as
self
flagelation
i'm
doing
it
for
attention
.
because
you've
been
looking
for
an
excuse
to
see
dave
and
we
have
no
money
.
actually
make
that
negative
money
.
so
you
work
up
an
excuse
to
see
him
saying
he'll
pay
you
to
move
his
gear
for
tonights gig,
but
that
you
owe
him
money
so
your
just
gunna
pay
it
back
.
You
owe
my
mom
3
months
rent
.
I'm
paying
her
every
penny
i
get
to
make
up
for
your
short
comings.
because
your
using
your
unemployment
money
to
go
to
atlanta
for
party
lite
.
party
lite
which
in
the
entire
time
you've
been
working
has
paid
you
less
then
800
dollars
.
because
you
didn't
even
notice
my
hair
was
different
.
because
i'm
gunna
leave
little
red
marks
all
over
my
body
knowing
you'll
never
notice
.
and
the
worst
part
is
i
still
love
you
because
of
that
face
you
make
and
the
way
you
kiss
me
when
we
miss
eachother
and
the
way
your
voice
sounds
.
and
you
never
notice
.
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