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incredible_honesty
Hsg Is soul there is.


In yer face
light shines like bliss.

But can you enter,
sustain it?

Bring back a Gold n' treasure.

Kind enough to leave
marks; the way of spirit.
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In_Bloom Peeping out
Stretching out
Trying to be more than just my words
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hsg How so? 090821
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In_Bloom Palm to palm, eye to eye
Trying to pay attention to what smiles say or sighs or the pressing of knees while sitting still. A reversal of sorts is being explored, moving away from the easy out of texting, e-mails.
The Blue remains my secret spot to write what I mostly don't say.
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unhinged i need to be with someone who can deal with me being honest about my feelings. most times the truth hurts. but i have always been honest. it's not me to be anything else. i need someone who is going to confront me about my bullshit instead of running in the opposite direction.

i guess i could have been more tactful. i guess i could have tried to talk to you instead of letting you send_me_a_txt_msg but i was frightened of how you would react. obviously, my fears weren't unfounded. i could have been more tactful, but honesty and tact have never gone together for me.
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Seyah I admit I'm feeling as if there couldn't possibly, ever be anyone else but him for me. The more people I meet, the more the fact gets driven in. 090822
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unhinged bruised 090825