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They call me Truth
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I will always be the guy you wished you could be with. The guy you wished you were good enough, strong enough, brave enough, mature enough to love and never go back. i have made a reputation for myself in many people that way. i am the elusive guy that everyone wants to marry but are not capable to love.
How does that make me feel?
Strangely flattered. Annoyingly disappointed. Because what can i do with a "I'm not good enough for you." What can i do with "I'm not ready."
What can i do?
Nothing.
And while you choose other lovers you might be like the one before you, realizing that they could never measure up to the one you THOUGHt you were to weak to love. And you would cry and wish you were mine but always be relieved that you don't have the burden of loving me.
You may be like the one before and come back, many times, telling me how much you love me and how much you still want to marry me but you felt you were too young.
And like the one before you, someone will be standing in your way, as you were standing in hers.
And you would finally appreciate the place that you had enough to regret bitterly giving it up.
or maybe not. Maybe you will find love. I hope you do and i hope you don't. There are many parts to me.
I am not the perfect, though it come easy to me to be the most memorable guy in people's lives. I am too memorable to love.
I am too memorable to be loved.
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