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soulesswanderer
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Did I? Did I really? Or is it you just lying to me again. Making me what you want me to be. "You used to be happy." Somehow, I don't believe that. "You used to talk to me." Again, Pretty sure not. You don't know me now, how could you have known me then? "You used to smile at everything," Now, I don't smile at all. I can't imagine myself as this being you insist I was. Did I used to love you? Tell me. Because I sure as hell don't believe I could have. And I know you don't love me. To you, I'm one big disappointment. "You used to be pretty." "You used to be skinny." "You used to be friendly." and the list goes on... I don't believe any of it, And I'm SO glad I don't ever have to hear you and your "you used to"'s again, Mother.
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and i still want you to
it's hardest to deal with myself when i get out of the shower & my skin's all soft, and i can't stop touching my shoulders & neck.
no one's touch, no matter how erotic or arousing, no matter how comforting or assuring, has ever made me miss who i used to be. somehow i know yours would.
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god
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say "live and let live".
you know you did
you know you did
you know you did...
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quote from my online diary.
I hate it when she says, "You used to."
You used to be so focused. You used to be able to get things done. You used to have a head on your shoulders. I don't know what's happened to you.
Well here's news for you dear lady. This perfect little world that I once saw, it doesn't exist.
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Deomis
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but that was when you were little.
When did you grow up? We seem to have drifted apart overnight. Ahh...
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Piso Mojado
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go to school + intern at a law office, pick me up in your saab convertible and drive around listening to mxpx,
give really good hugs,
and now you are in rehab in ny for heroin addiction.
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Piso Mojado
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eat acid and giggle and beg me to save you from yourself.
and now 3am you call me from the campus student center, whispering you are trapped with no shoes or socks or even pants, waiting.
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tea leaves
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show me all the gods
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