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| misstree |
sitting here in ohsolovely alice in wonderland outfit after ohsolovely night i should feel better, i am led to think, than this heavy sigh and tilting against someone who isn't there, and it's almost worse that i think i know you wish you were because we keep bounding off the borders of coffin_nail and all_i_ever_wanted. and what i think tops even that is that you instilled this bastard hope that tomorrow, among a thousand zombies, we will find eachother, and it will matter. and what trumps all, planting plump marschino of masochism is that it was *me* that took insecurity and drove it into the heart it was meant to protect, and even now, wounded kitten in caring arms, i'm too far gone to admit. |
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