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*Ziima*
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Well, it has happened. A good thing turned bad. I used to enjoy blathering. Until I voiced an opinion (perhaps in a way others do not see as correctly done)in the most humble way, subissivily turning on my backside, rendering my belly unprotected, for others to slash at. Which, as suspected, happened.
I never ever attacked anyone on here, and I never had intentions of doing so.
As far as "the blather clique" entry...I just brought up the fact that if you're not completely agreed with, others tend to frown upon your opinion. I was pretty much told that I was stupid, foolish, and over-sentimental. Isnt that, atleast somewhat, rude? I didnt expect pity. I never want pity. It may seem like it when I write some things...but it's all over-exaggerated.
Another thing. You're damn lucky I'm not one of those ill-tempered, spastic, over-the-top types. Did you ever think for one second that I wasnt trying to hurt someone? Let me answer that for you. "No." Did you ever think about the fact you were shooting down someone's opinion? "No." I'm not saying disagreeing with someone is wrong, I'm saying disagreeing out loud in the form of a blather entry after another is.
I really wish I could enjoy blathering again. I dont remember when I started feeling like I wasnt allowed to. So I'm not some genious like some people on here think they are. Maybe they really are. I know I'm atleast intelligent. So when I'm told otherwise, I get a little tense, discouraged, introverted..Shouldnt it be all about....just...blathering? Senseless babble? Random opinions, thoughts, ideas? Does it really matter if they're not...awe-inspiring? It should be from deep inside you. Blathering is supposed to be like writing a book that involves humanity. Atleast, thats how i see it. (I know someone will bitch at me for atleast 3 things I have said already. Just wait.)
But anyway, until I feel I can express myself freely...(somehow I feel like an opressed artist) I must say goodbye. (Yeah, I hear you cheering.) But in my defense and to leave a bittersweet parting, and I usually never do this...but...Fuck you. Fuck all of you that flamed me. You're assholes. Stuck up asshole with no sense of humility. Kiss my Ital-Scot-Ire-Brit-American ass. Someday I hope you'll experience what I have. To not be able to say what you want. To feel what you want. To blather as you please.
Until I feel I can blather freely, good bye. Thanks, really, for completely_ruining something great.
~*Ziima*
Ps. But thanks to those that made it fun. ;)
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