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| Moonsoon |
In a half dream state, alone in strangely lit mist, I see someone slowly moving, maybe towards me, maybe just ahead of me. This is someone I love, but I feel a dissonance vibrating between us. I feel my love bounce back at me and dissolve, I feel unwanted and childish... and I'm just stuck there feeling darkness surround my heart, sickening and so sad... And now I wonder, why do we say childish to describe hope that seems hopeless? |
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