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ClairE
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Don't remember the page.
Don't remember what I said.
Some strange place named blather.
Almost two years ago.
Someone said, "There's someone else from blather at your school!".
Now best_friend sitting in her room
next_door.
Claimed I was blather_stalking him.
Didn't even realize it.
Flirted back.
Spent almost two more years doing it.
Idly wandering MOC.
Searched 'Kate_Bush'.
Still flares up to this day.
Eighth_grade. Boy I like says,
"You should talk to her,
you are the same."
Seven years later we are
nothing alike,
but I get excited at the thought
of her name.
Mention of a song.
Think I don't remember some
Stones song called
"Miss_You",
spend two weeks there on loop,
October breaking into being.
Once I was in the library, I told myself that there was someone out there who was going to fall in love with me, and they were wondering where I was at that moment, just as I was picturing them wondering.
Once I promised myself, "Someday someone will love me. Be in love with me. I promise and trust myself", and later, "You know, someday I'll find someone to love. We're all out there searching for each other; what better odds could one have?"
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