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chain_reaction
Risen Six years ago today, the first step in a chain reaction happened.

It sent my entire life off the rails.

A selfish person, some alcohol, negligent doctors, a clueless support network.

For half that time, I thought I was getting past the worst of it. I thought I was on the road to recovery.

Now I know better.

The spiral is all downward, and the way out is unclear.

Butterfly effects have been on my mind a lot lately
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j i understand. 180105
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unhinged everyone has a line

after all these years of
battered_woman_syndrome
i let you have it for once

and
the thought of never hearing from you again
didn't break my heart

oh_well
there is only so much
any one human being is
willing to endure
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unhinged (you broke the limits of my steadfastness) 180105