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I just feel overwhelming pain now, when I look at these blue pages. Maybe I just need a break from here? I feel like I am losing something that has become a part of me. It's ironic... At first I felt so anonymous, and safe blathing here, and that I could find comfort for my soul. I guess even that has back-fired on me. I'm now resigned to the fact that, I just don't belong anywhere...
I'm just tired of all of the pain! Why does life have to exude so much pain? Why? Why does it battle me, with every step I take? I feel like I give so much to life, and everyone I meet, but my soul continues to be beaten down, over, and over again. My tears have been falling since 3am last night. I'm so fucking exhausted, that I wish I were dead...
Maybe, I just need to kick myself in the ass, and stop being such an award-winning, eye-rolling, self-pitying, drama queen!
Well damn, that made me laugh at least!
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