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flowerock Flesh_walkers 150928
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flowerock Depending on how you define flesh walker I guess... I thought one who only lives in their flesh_coffin, but I think there are greater definitions, like spiritual shape shifters.

Bodies without hearts, what we are all encouraged to make our exteriors seem to be... but are we really?

I noticed today that many adults really project this fear and disdain for childreb. They avoid them like the plague and complain and speak of them like a disease. Would they really feel no love or care for a child asking or needing it of them? I don't think so... am I wrong? It seems to be cool_to_be_cruel. And right to be miserable and powerless... and seperate. Why? 		150928
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flowerock Do some parents see their children as bodies without hearts yet? It would seem so, but I think it must be a disconnect from their own hearts and a history of failing to open our hearts to ourselves let alone anyone else. I think that they do love their children, but don't know how to treat them or anyone as really human, they aren't people, they're kids, they are to be raised, not guided... heart_guide. There needs to be a guide book... I guess there are many books... we just can't put action_to_words. Reality_to_text.

I work in a cafe. The owners daughter is lovely and sweet and pleasant and a pretty real person as far as interacting goes, I like her, but she seems so lost and unsure... she said herself to me that she was throwing this birthday party to bribe the other kids to be friends with her son... it was a nice party, cute cakes and fancy toy bags in the banquet room... but so plastic , something mossing... the adults all separate and th e kids 8n a sugar_daze of confusion, constantly redirected by their adults, never re ally aloud to carry out their own interactions.
My coworkers all saying "CHILDREN" voices dripping with disdain and venom. Oh god... there are going to be children here soon... they know I've worked in day cares... I say I love kids! And they look at me like I'm insane.
Blows my mind... 		150928
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