blather
biopsy
jane four of them
from my cervix
and a
"gentle
scraping"

what a fucking oxymoron.
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starboy Icky little things that maybe should have stayed hidden 250818
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unhinged they could scrape and poke and excise and prod

or i could die
relatively young and
unmolested



i choose to live in the lonely relative dark
and go when nature wants my carbon back
she can take it
she will probably do better with it
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