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stork daddy and i'm the chubby kid again. i fall too far behind. or can they tell i'm peddling too hard just to keep up with them? maybe they're trying to get away? or when i get too far ahead, is it obvious who i'm waiting for? does she know i that i can't help but want to protect her, not because she needs it but because i do? and i have a mind that is capable in many adult circles, i have things to say that are respected and considered there. but here, high, with these college freshmen- i'm suddenly a ten year old again...all of the old fears and old assuagings. was it really all inside me just waiting to be unlocked? 050216