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a clever disguise
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I can't even understand you anymore.
I know we grow and change and you had to grow and change or else die, but have you really changed?
Or have I just grown up to how old you were when I loved you and now I see that to be this old and be like you were you have to be a monster.
You were my family. You were the only one who believed in me and my dreams and wanted to help, though the drugs wouldn't let you.
I need that kind of family now, but I can't find it in you, can I?
I think you're better left a memory, but I don't think I can ever let you go. Even if I tried, you would find me and beg me to hold on like you've always done.
"Every time we meet
You're deeper in your grave
And filling it in with misery
Purposely impossible to save
But I can't look away..."
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