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SuicidalAngel Losing my breath
Can't hold it in anymore
My head is pounding
My muscles are sore

Here I am once again
I'm home all alone
Selfish thoughts come flooding in
As I stare down at the phone

I'm constantly running
From what I can't face
Now it's catching up to me
I'm about to loose the race

I now understand the word uselss
It's the epitome of what I am
Nothing I own is even worth money
No one I know even gives a damn


Can't sleep at night
Drained during the day
I know I need some help
I can't go on living this way
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blue star It's too much. I'm going to snap. And then it's going to get worse.

just leave me alone.
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