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| sab |
maybe that says more about me than them |
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| Lady Lightness | projection, expectation, idealization | 070310 |
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| pete | there is good cause. the words 'what the fuck' float in my mind. much what i felt a week ago is back, but less extreme because i didn't end up walking home, i made the bus after being entirely ignored at the after party. at the end of the formal itself. what the fuck? i should judge the behaviour based on last week, but still it .. i don't know. it's a crush and i let her know it and she acts obliviously while drunk, seemingly playing on it while twisting it. about time it ends and i carry on. but still. what the fuck? | 070311 |