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girl_jane I do a lot of things alone. I drive alone. I study alone. I shop alone. I eat alone. I watch movies alone. I do things alone that are better to do with other people.

I don't really have anybody around here that I'm close to. I have people I say hi to at school-people I talk to there. On the weekends, like now, I stay home.

I'm usually ok with it. Why is tonight different...









I'm such a fuck-up.
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Aimee I know how you feel. I'm home alone most of the day, and well, when you try to tell your friends you're pregnant at 19, a lot of them tend to run away.. It's been almost 4 months now since I moved next to campus to be closer to my friends, and only one of them would ever return my calls. 030524
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girl_jane People can be shitty... 030526
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unhinged while you may be alone aimee, no need to be unsure. i know you will make a wonderful mom. love goes a long way. 030526
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Anistoric Rogue. Being alone is not fun. Unsure is almost as bad.

..For someone who doesn't like being alone, I sure am most of the time.
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same as it ever was water dissolving and water removing 030807
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x better than together and unsure, i suppose 030808
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so fucking lost surrounded
and still unsure
just as fragile
and cracked
as
before
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ClairE But I_believe something_new is coming into being.

Listening to "Like_a_Rolling_Stone", feeling it thread into my bones as my anthem, snap in the wind like my red pennant.
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unhinged but at least

the darkness is lifting
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