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birdmad the_persistence_of_memory

especially in these sleepless hours

as song, a scene, mind_museum an atrocity_exhibition

the stream of my consciousness is a tainted river
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Doar yes, tainted and watching the bloody rivulets wash past my feet.

considering the waves that are wasting away around these feet, the dreams are a faint remembering now.

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In_Bloom A few careless, heartless words.

So the dream is done but there is reality to contend with, compromise for.
Survive because anything else feels too selfish.
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