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daf A) Thanks for being sorry.

B) What could there possibly be to be sorry about?

C) Are we sure things wouldn't have been more sorry if this had never happened?

D) Is it possible that these feelings of sorry would go away, if they weren't focused on..at all?

Thanks for your time
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t h y a) your welcome, thank you

b) i just write what im thinking, in an ephemeral kinda way, there's alot of work and reading i dont do but i guess i should, but i get the impression that that i come across as some scary weirdo. and i am a weirdo, heck, i like being a weirdo, but i don't want to frighten people. i mean, i dont think im scary, but maybe i come off that way. i dont even like to squish ants, had to be talked out of taking them outside when i had more than a few in my apartment a couple of summers back. id like to think im  a decent guy. laid-back, peace-loving kinda guy, ones thats more interested in living it then talking about it (even if i do talk about it). but people make me think that maybe im scary or something. so if youve felt that way, any one of you, im sorry, i really am. also people seem to be angry, i dont want to make people angry. its not what interests me, i like to think and make others think, but i cant really help people being mad if all im doing is just being me. but regardless, im sorry

c) i had never thought of it like that.

d) focus is everything, so yes. but focus isnt entirely within my control. other peoples focus invariably becomes everyones focus, becomes my focus... so maybe?

thank you for your time, good sir
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dafremen Focus can be in no one's control but your own. Let a thought float across your mind like a cloud.

What's that? Helloooo thought. Goooodbyeee thought. Helllo felling. Gooodbye feeling. etc.

Yes it's that easy. The belief that it's difficult makes it difficult. Good luck.
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