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estarocks BALANCE

standing
for a second.

nearly falling,
feeling
a familiar rush
of panic
down my spine.

steadying,
gripping
the walker handles tightly.

(you must not fall. you must not fall.)

walking
carefully on uneven ground.

balance.
poise.

(you will not fall.)

suddenly,
a crack
in the sidewalk,
a deep crack.

(you must not fall. no!)

carefully maneuvering
into the crack,
stepping down
into the soft, wet dirt.

i nearly slip in the mud,

(no no NOOOO!)

and i feel like crying.
but i don't.

balance, poise.


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