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"I am older, prodding laughingly at previous incarnations stooped against the alleys of my latest youth. They twitch, gaze at me with placid wounded cow eyes, and fall asleep again. Mistaking passion for love, words for meaning, loneliness for truth; the simple madness of the brokenhearted. How long before time turns this latest paradise to rubble? It seems sometimes that life is just toting home each day a new kindergarten invention and finding out later that it was profound in its complete banality; beautiful in its rudimentary sticks and circles, pathetically essential. I am shedding the ideal like a molting silverfish. You have no idea how much I've aged." understand.) |
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| endless desire | i knew you had to be here. somewhere. | 061012 |