blather
_______is_spiritual
laced running
cocaine
writing
style
sexuality
a cigarette
crashing
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f oh i need to stop smoking ... but i will smoke for as long as i am confussed.

i am going to paint a picture this weekend.
i will go forth into my own world... it is escape - ism
the world can do what it wants to do... i will create my own world .. where things are perfect... and no-one intudes on me... i will paint.

thats why most artists are poor .... they enjoy their work ! hah so silly... they should be given more chance to heal the world.
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laced Do you know who I am?
That would be kind of strange.

anyway on with the list:

running in parks
walks in parks
talks in parks
anything that has to do with parks
no, really

1 AM
2 AM
3 AM
4 AM
5 am

everything after is hell

rehab
mental hospitals
2nd trips to mental hospitals
3rd & 4th trips

meds
more meds
realizing you're taking too many meds
finding out you've been taking the wrong meds

diagnosis
second and third opinions
change in diagnosis
change in meds

dischord
disorder
discontent

yeah
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