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. we were driving up north court towards the square (where to i can't remember) sometime after the only high school dance a boy ever asked me to my teenage brain was thinking of that how i should have kissed him when he dropped me off my dad told me how why you were sick 'she isn't going to get better' 13_months_later 990328 you died and_still but_still 11_years_later i stop to think about it; the loss of you i wasn't at your funeral i was busy performing in europe iris big sunglasses my violin love (words don't seem right enough for how much i miss you) you died on a palm_sunday devout catholic this year, the same date is again a palm_sunday it was sunny here today things aligned that weren't normally aligned and_still 11_years_later i felt you watching my_guardian_angel olga |
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. sometimes i feel like you are the only one here with me and while i don't believe in heaven i like to put you there safe watching smiling loving |
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