15_is_a_good


	15_is_a_good_age
sixteen	I felt special at 15. At sixteen, I am exactly who anyone would expect. glimmer gone. another girl in dull pink, moving up from green pills to blue pills and finally big yellow ones to drown out what felt like intelligence. Now I realize it was just stupidity-- otherwise known as emotion. at least I felt like everything was real. 16 is overrated. 15 is underrated. Depeche mode was a fan of fifteen.	030531
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jane	i hated fifteen	030531
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ClairE	I'm only nineteen now, but more and more often I keep coming back to fifteen. Somehow it is the beginning of everything.	030531
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Flowers from Safeway	Zits and crushes, first loves and first heartbreak. The music you love at 15 will mean the most to you later in life.	030531
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User24	so for gods sake, stop listening to steps and abba.	030618
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The Spork	My Ramone's 45's, as such, are my prized possession.	030618
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blather	im 15. doesnt feel like a good age. maybe i know myself a little better, but other than that, i dont think theres anthing special about it.	030619
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User24	there's nothing special about any age, it's simply a marker, every matures and develops at their own pace, I've met stupid 45 year olds, and 14 year old genius's (genii?) Mark your life by your attitudes, thoughts and acheivements, not by numbers.	031030
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endless desire	ive never had such a hard age but now that it's almost done, i figure it's been the best age for me. i lost my beliefs and found them again. and i lost myself and am finding it again. i fell in love and i fell out. and i learned how to value beauty and what makes me happy. and i found blather.	040123
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misstree	holy_crapola. i never thought of you as that young. take it as a compliment. 15 was an age that damn near defined "growing pains" for me. much strange stuff, much blossoming.	040123
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl	wow it seems i have such a lot to look forward to. :\| actually, being 14 is kinda like being 15, by the sound of it. freaky.	040123
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sahba	im 16 and you know what i wish i was 14 or 15 because back then though back then isnt so long ago was much better its like you have no worries at all i didnt know enough to want anything back then now its so freakin numb exept for fuel i make my own money for everything i have to fuckin think before i buy a cup of coffee my mom says "your problem is you want everything" but if everything is a little peace of mind and freedom of will" then i guess its not a lot after all youd think. man i cant wait to be sixteen 17 etc but its no sweet sixteen more like time to get screwed 16 there are three kinds of people the ones who have it all the ones who have to fight and work and struggle for every piece of their life and the ones who are too damn dum to realize	040123
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x	i have to say, 16 rocked for me. my own piece of shit car. freedom. my only responsibility was school. i had a long distance boyfriend who kept me from getting into trouble with a real boyfriend. Discovered real punk. Reckless days.	040123
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birdmad	damn... 15: loaded memories. 1987...Junior year in high school, fell in love for the first time, found out my dad was dying, met some of the first of the people who would become my partners in crime, took up painting and writing bad poetry...discovered Punk and Goth	040123
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endless desire	to misstree: sometimes i feel like how young i am is flashing in lights all over the place. but im young and ive always tried to be older...every now and then, i sink back and act completely immature and just want to be ok with that. i dont know why it's always so important for me to act mature. people expect me to act my age, so why don't i expect that for myself? im not sure. but thanks for the compliment. i have a lot of years ahead of me (i hope!). wow can you believe that...i actually hope i have a lot of years ahead of me. oh that's good.	040123
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Aimee	I remember 15... best and worst year of my life... I would love to relive it. 14 was okay though...	040123
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secret4185	I was my stupidest at 15, had my priorities all wrong. Now I'm sixteen, I can't seem to get far enough away from 15.... 17 and a half sounds ideal :-)	040207
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pobodys nerfect	Bad hair,not so great choices in clothing(especially the winter coat fiasco)overly melodramatic friends,AND a domineering mother who,like some sort of vampire,enjoyed sucking out any kind of potential pleasure from my life whenever she was given the chance. ah, some things never change...	040207
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl	oh yes, only 19 days to go, come on!	040325
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Death of a Rose	april 13th is your big fifteen? .	040325
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl	yeah :D	040325
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Death of a Rose	i'll have to remember to wish you a fantastical day then.	040325
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ethereal	15 was fun.	040325
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stork daddy	was difficult but exuberant.	040325
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x	I guess I didn't actually address 15. It was pretty bad for me but I don't think it had much to do with my age. I don't think that people are necessarily at the same place when they're the same age, as evidenced by the different responses on this page.	040326
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sahba	yeah	040412
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girl_jane	When I turned 15, it was my golden birthday. Age 13 was probably my worst year. 15, though, at 15 I was coming out of my horrible habits. I threw myself into theatre, and I haven't looked back since. 15 was ok, but nobody could ever get me to go back to re-live any year of my life.	040412
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Novice	um 15 nothing special...actually pretty bad, i was still depressed, I think 17 was the best year. Well, I'm 17 now, this was the best year, I would only have do it over, because I'm a senior, and no way in heel would i do that all over again.	040414
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl	15 doesn't feel that much different apart from being able to watch 15 rated movies legally now. that takes all the fun out of it! well.....still have drinking and 18 rated movies to watch must cram in all fun time while it's illegal! :\| please excuse me i feel really quite strange must be fifteenitis...	040418
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falling_alone	i really didnt feel all that special. i really dont think it felt different the next year. and now i dont think 17 has changed that much, i felt the same as i did before. the numbers are continuing to increase, true. but i mean, shouldnt i have done something last year, like obtain a driving permit like most 16 year olds do, or even have a drink? i'm still looking for an oppurtunity to present itself where i can embody the awful stereotype of a teenager. i'm trying to remember what happened at 15, which i can't. i entered high school, that was about it. i was niave, still am in many areas though. didnt have a boyfriend, still dont. hmmm...seems like 15 is still continuing, i haven't really entered the next stage in life. perhaps when i get behind the wheel, i'll feel 16. i actually didnt pay my birthday much mind this year.	040504
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kookaburra	hmmmm...it better be a good age. cuz 14 sucks monkey balls	040504
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elegance	horrible. awful. first taking of coke losing my virginity. ....being raped.	040617
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl	worst year of my life so far.	040618
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witchesrequiem	maybe it's a good age if your under 20... huh! I got friends who are 25 still live at home with all the perks except they can come and go as they please...plus they got loads of money in the bank.. 15 sucks.. unless your not gonna live to see 16	040619
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Jess	That's lucky! I'm 15! 16 soon though! Oh well!	040712
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nonlucid	an excellent age - just before sixteen, "sweet sixteen", they say, where more is suddenly expected of you - still can't drive at fifteen, but learning stuff - infinitely far away from ten but still miles from twenty, there's still lots of time to change, time for everything in the world only two weeks of precious fifteen next - scared of sixteen	040712
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Stalkers of Jess	chuckles wildly.. now I know her age!!! muah hahaha...	040712
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Stalkers of Jess	I like youngins'	040712
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Stalkers of Jess	licks lips	040712
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Jess	Hmm...! Cool! I have stalkers! Aw-shucks! I would be content with one but it appears you are plural! Hope you enjoy what you read! Who are you?	040713
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kookaburra	as of today, i am eight months away from being 15. sniff. but fourteen is starting to get good!	040713
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eclipTix	15, so far, is not that great of an age for me. Just before turning 15, I had the deepest heartbreak of my life. Now that I'm here, it feels no different. I'm always a little more depressed, and I'm never in the mood for fun. I look in the mirror and see him. I never dream about anything but him. And he's gone. Gone, to leave me in an empty world. To leave me to collapse into myself. Then he comes back, and everything shines a bit brighter. But he is not back. He is still with her. Just being near him, or even talking to him, sends me into the clouds. I'm in heaven near him, then I blink and realize he's in heaven with her........	040713
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Borealis	15... left my home at age 15 found a new friend left a boy built a house tore myself up by the roots and transplanted at 15 saw a sunset watched the ocean roll ...found a pair of pants I still wear found a boy first kiss at 15 fought with my mother resented my father the kids turned their backs to me at 15 found a political and philosophical niche at 15 found my purpose ...picked up piccolo at 15...GAWD! edit* put DOWN piccolo at age 18 got serious about jazz piano at 15 left the boy I kissed... and found something love... and then he left me at 17 15 wasn't terribly great... but it could have been worse.	040717
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Suzuki	Yeah, I'm 15 right now, and I love it. I wish I could stay 15 forever. Being 18 or 21 really doesn 't appeal to me...I like not having many responsibilities (besides chores, homework, etc.) Yay, 15!	060216
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62	so far the best year of my life was 47 and second best was 31	060216
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That is nice.	This is a page about age 15 though.	060216
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arwyn	I watch my 15 year old son and relive my own year. His is so much different, so much more pleasant than mine was. I'm glad for it.	190307