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Okay, maybe I will allow for some very small amount of waste.
But there's no use in bandying this around as I truly try to align myself with 100% not taking advantage the stuff, people, whatever around me. And that can certainly keep me thinking, and in some personally productive moral quandaries.
Still, I think I'm moving on a little bit from it, taking a cue that it's all been good-enough, not take anything else too hard, and sit a little prettier, if that wants to happen. And if not, it was never the number 1 priority, so whatever.
But, on a day-to-day level it can tend to look like I'm just being some kind of life-waster. People will just have to get that they don't 100% get it, and I can't 100% tell about it, so neither they nor I will feel too much satisfaction in the attempt to try and bother with a whole synopsis or version of it.
It's more_than_you'll_ever_know. And that's totally the end of the story, although I wouldn't ever shut down the numerous bits and pieces, if time/energy/whatever, ever, in some kind of pleasing and/or constructive sense, etc. permits. But nor do I really expect it, because it's really just me that would be really all that interested.
I get that, it's okay with me, and hope that I can hold onto it enough to continue to reap modest profits of what's actually due to me...
In summary, all the ignorant discounting of my life/story/lifestory just earns people a 0.0 relationship with me in future lifestories.
Ok, I'll shut up now.
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